故事大全 - 美食家

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我失魂落魄地打开房门，桑妮正在收拾行李。

我看着她妙曼的背影，一股寒意从脚下升起。

——“阿蚊，你应该去娶妻生子，我没办法怀孕。我的基因有缺陷。”

——“阿蚊，你让我对人类有了全新的认识。”

——“为什么那么多证书？哈哈，当你有太长太长的时间需要打发的时候，除了去念书能做什么？”

——“阿蚊，总有一天，你会明白，我和你，其实是完全不同的人。”

——“为什么念厨艺学校？我是我们家族的美食顾问。”

——“阿蚊，肉身对于我来说，不过是一件衣裳。在漫长的时间河流中，我可以选择许许多多的衣裳。”

……

鸡皮疙瘩从皮肤上一点点冒了出来，像密密麻麻的小刺，刺得我身体的每一寸都痛得要死。

原来桑妮已经给过我许多暗示了，只是我太蠢，一直以为她是书读得太多了，又或者她的宗教信仰让她的思想与我有太多太多的不同，我以为那是桑妮超脱的境界……原来，不是的。

“阿蚊，你回来了。”桑妮转过身来，冲着我微微笑。

她一直有这样的本事，无论我的动静有多小，她都能准确地回过头来找到我所在的方向。我以为那是恋人之间的心灵感应，却不知道那是高等生物独有的本事，他们自古就狩猎我们，自然嗅得到我们的气味。

湿漉漉的眼泪顺着脸颊流了下来，不是因为害怕，而是因为悲伤。

我看着我的恋人，想要号啕大哭，却只是软弱地蹲在地上，缩成一团，默默地抽泣。

“阿蚊。”桑妮款款走过来，即使知道她身躯中埋藏了无数只虫子，我却依旧深爱她。

她蹲下身，抱着我的头，轻声道：“你不是一直想要去我家吗？你看到的一切，就是我的家，我的家族，我负责研究人类饲养以及烹饪。长老说你吓得呕吐了，这不是你的错。任何人见到那一幕也会受不了的。你已经很勇敢了，只是真相就是这么残酷。阿蚊，我们是不同的。你爱的我，也不是真实存在的。你见过我们的真面目了不是吗？我们才是真正的‘美食家’。”

我紧紧抱着桑妮的背不松手，歇斯底里地喊着：“我不在乎！我不在乎！你不能离开我！”

桑妮捧着我湿漉漉的脸，一字一顿道：“阿蚊，我们的确与人类有过亲密的接触，就像你们与宠物，可以是朋友、亲人一样的存在，甚至也有过什么男人与宠物狗结婚，女人与宠物狗结婚的猎奇新闻……但是阿蚊，毕竟还是不一样的，关键时刻一旦有利益冲突，被牺牲的，一定是更低一等的生物。”

“我们之前都好好的！”事到如今，我才真正体会到桑妮对我的重要性，我爱她的性格，她的智慧，她一切的一切，就算她褪下这身人肉衣裳我依旧会呕吐。

但是，人类就是这么肤浅的动物，我们永远只愿意相信表象，我们的眼睛看到的一切远远比真相来得更为真实。只要丑陋的真相没有在此刻表露出来，我们都愿意怀疑那只是错觉和幻象。

“阿蚊！”桑妮的语气严厉了起来，“我们不能进医院，在科学仪器面前我们无法隐藏，X光会照出我们的本来面目……那些结婚了的，无时无刻不在躲避任何一个进医院的可能性，户籍严格追查起来也会发现问题……你们的发展已经超出了我们的预料，甚至，我们也要融入你们的环境中，学习，生活……虽然，从表面意义上来说，我们是狩猎者与食物的关系。我们不会衰老，可以任意更换躯壳，就像你们换衣服一样，但是也会随之带来一连串的麻烦，所以我们不会在某个地方或者某个人身边待太久……因为总会露馅的。”

我止住了哭泣，怔怔地望着她。

“我拜托长老不要伤害你，虽然之前也曾抱有幻想，如果你知道了真相表现得没有那么夸张……也许，我们还有机会继续在一起。阿蚊……你保重，再见了。”她像一个温柔的母亲，长姐，或者任何一个长辈似的角色，在我额上轻轻一吻。

依旧是带着居高临下的温柔，但我知道，此生，那种温柔再不会有了。

桑妮对我的爱，一直带着怜悯，就像我们看一只狗，一只猫，一只可爱的小兔子……

桑妮拖着行李箱走了，也许从她离开我起，“桑妮”这个人就不会存在了。我再也不会有任何关于她的消息，下一秒，她可能会是一个小孩，一个少年，一个少女，甚至是一个老妪……我再也不会认出我的桑妮。

从那以后，我开始吃素了。我看待鸡鸭猪鱼们，也有了不同的眼光。我不再杀生，不再为了满足自己刁钻的口味而去追求新鲜。因我知道，在这硕大的蓝色星球中，我们只是食物中的一种，我不再骄傲于我的这张嘴，这副挑剔的肠胃，这身易老的皮囊。

我对万事万物开始有了谦卑的敬仰。

我一直在寻找桑妮，我知道，总有一天我会在茫茫人海中遇上她，无论她变成什么模样，我都会一眼就认出她来。

我会告诉她，我已经不再是美食家，我只是这苍茫宇宙最最卑微的……一个人。

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